Chris Brown Says He Felt Like ‘A F***ing Monster’ After Rihanna Assault

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Katie Jerkovich Entertainment Reporter
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Chris Brown said he felt like “a fucking monster” after he assaulted Rihanna.

In a clip from “Welcome to My Life: The Official Chris Brown Documentary,” the singer talks about his assault charges against his then-girlfriend Rihanna.

In the video, Brown laments what he went through after he was arrested and charged for assaulting Rihanna before the Grammy awards in 2009.

“I felt like a fucking monster,” Brown said in the documentary. “I was thinking about suicide and everything else. I wasn’t sleeping, I wasn’t eating. I was just getting high.”

Many have noted that he does not apologize for what happened.