Selena Gomez said it is time to rethink areas of her life both “creatively and personally” in an online post to fans.
Over the weekend, the 24-year-old singer posted a message on her Instagram account following her latest show in Indonesia which kicked off her “Revival” world tour. In the posts she talks about feeling “unauthentic” and “unconnected” to herself and her music. (RELATED: Selena Gomez Won’t Cancel North Carolina Concert Over ‘Bathroom Law)
The caption next to the photo read, “Not being negative about anything I’ve done. I’m grateful for every single moment I get here– Indonesia you were loud and clearly inspiring. Love you so much.”
“Tonight I felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both myself and my music,” Gomez wrote. “I’ve never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or a video could define me. I act on a moment and fear that something hasn’t happened.”
“I’m stagnant, I stay still and don’t just sit with myself first and ask ‘Is this where I am, whole heartedly,'”she added. “I’ve always told the truth. I’m always true to my word, I’ve shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally.”