At least one of the Kardashian girls has some regrets into putting 10 years of her life on display with her family on “Keeping Up With The Kardashians.”

Khloé Kardashian was reluctant to get into the reality television business, and even though it’s made her famous and successful, she regrets certain moments of her life that were caught on camera.

“Things like Kim’s robbery or Caitlyn’s transition? That’s the kind of stuff we wish we had never filmed,” the 33-year-old Kardashian wrote in an essay for Glamour magazine. “We aren’t ever like, ‘Oooh! Let’s do this for season nine.’ This is our life, and these are the things that happen.”

“And it’s funny—when we decide not to shoot things, people feel slighted,” she explained. “But when we film too much, they’re like, ‘Oh, you never should have filmed that.’ It’s a catch-22.”

While Khloé seems to have certain regrets over the 14 seasons that her families show has been on air, she also takes pride in the raw nature of it.

“When it comes to our drama, we are a large, blended family. If you put a microscope over any family for 10 years, you’re bound to find cracks in the foundation. That’s just the name of the game, and we’re strong enough to endure it,” she wrote.

“I know a lot of people who are superb actors, who could act the f**k out of a role, but they could never be themselves in front of a camera–it would be too much to have people tear them apart or judge them,” Kardashian explained. “I totally get that, but this is what we do. And we do it together. This is what we’ve chosen, and we’ve chosen to be as raw and honest as we can.”