Michelle Rodriguez is jealous that Paul Walker died before she did.
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During an interview about what it was like to take the psychedelic drug Ayahuasca, the 37-year-old actress said she’s upset that Walker went before her. (RELATED: Paul Walker’s Daughter Shares Heartwarming Photo Of Her Dad On Father’s Day)
“I did everything I could possibly do to hide from myself,” Rodriguez told the interviewer in a clip obtained by TMZ. “I’ll tell you that my Ayahuasca trip made me sad that he left me here. It wasn’t a sadness that he’s gone, it was more like a jealousy that he’s there first.”
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“When I lost Paul, I went through about a year of just being like an animal,” she added. “Like what could I do physically to just get my mind off existentialism. Get my mind off how transient life is and how we come here and could just disappear at any moment. How could I get my mind off that?” (RELATED: Paul Walker’s Teen Daughter Sues Porsche — Blames Car Company For Dad’s Death)
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Walker was on a break from filming the seventh “Fast and Furious” film in November 2013 when the car he was riding in spun out of control, hit three trees and burst into flames.
Rodriguez’s interview was for a documentary called “The Reality of Truth,” which is out this year. (RELATED: Here’s The Heartwarming Name Vin Diesel Gave His Newborn Daughter To Honor Paul Walker)